Do you think I'm happy seeing you like this ?
I'm trying to fake a smile to make you laugh ,
But you don't even give a fuck ,
Why am i trying so hard to impress you all ?
Making you all happy ,
Trying to be happy when I can ,
But you don't give a shit ,
I'm trying my very best to make you laugh and smile ,
But seriously ,
I've wasted too much time ,
I'm acting like a fool infront of you ._. ,
But just making you laugh ,
Is that really making you happy ?
Or am I just really sad and fucking heartless ,
I can't believe it's a no use ,
All those happiness I tried to give you and make you happy ,
It's all wasted ,
Just like rubbish ._. ,
I've failed in my duty to make anyone happy ,
I've tried ,
But seriously ,
Why do you do this to me ..?
I just don't understand ,
In all my life ,
I made people happy ,
Ain't people making me happy ,
I've tried my very best to make everyone happy in my side ,
Actually ,
I love you guys so much as a friend ,
But you all just treat me as a trash ,
Do i really look like a trash to you ?
I don't really know ,
You made me feel like a tissue in a bin ,
Without anyone else ._. ,
Just .. ,
Get along with your life ,
Don't think about me no more ,
I'm gone in your life ,



Sadly ,
I am out of your life ,
Last but not else ,
I'm willing to make you happy ,
But you don't really respect my cheer-s ,
Thanks but seriously hurtful ,

Nothing will ever change my mind anymore ,